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Monday, 03 November 2008

  • Guess the Dedication

    I have here, some songs, my dears.  And you there, get to guess whom of the following they are dedicated to.  Sound fun?  You should try it.  I list the people that are dedicated to, so it narrows it down.  The numbers beside the name tells you how many times they have a lyric.  If they have no specific numbers (1-10/11-20) then they have one in each set of ten.

    1.2.3.4.5.6.7.8.9.10.11.12.13.14.15.16.17.18.19.20
    Erika R. - 2 (11-20) 1 (1-10)
    Brooke B.
    Sophia M.
    Travis T.
    Andrew M. (Father) - 2 (1-10)
    Margaret M. (Mother)
    Toni W. (Alex/Former Fiance) - 2
    Justin B. - 2 (1-20)
    Corey B.
    Brandon F. (Freshman)
    Brandon O. (Ohio Pen pall) 2 (11-20)
    Andrew L.
    Chris E.
    Cassandra P.
    1. "You could be anything" - Evanescence - Justin B.
    2. "I said I loved you but I lied..." - Fall Out Boy
    3. "You held me down and screamed you wanted me to die." - Evanescence - Andrew M. (Father)
    4. "Yea, I'll tell you something... I think you'll understand.. When I say that something... I wanna hold your hand." - The Beatles - Justin B.
    5. "One more step and you're falling through." - Emery
    6. "Let me take you down cos I'm going to... Strawberry fields.  Nothing is real, and nothing to get hung about.  Living is easy with eyes closed, misunderstanding all you see.  Its getting hard to be somebody, it doesn't matter much to me." - Jim Sturgess (Across The Universe)
    7. "You dare tell me you love me." - Evanescence - Andrew M. (Father)
    8. "So bury me in memory, his smile's your love." -  Fall Out Boy - Sophia M.
    9. "Shadows all around you as you surface from the dark ... Darkness, darkness, everywhere, do you feel alone?" - The Hush Sound
    10. "Is there a place where you are sacred? Yeaaa. Yeaaa. Is there.... Is there a place where you can run?" - Angelspit - Toni W.
    11. "Honey, you know, you know, I'd never hurt you that way." - Evanescence - Corey B.
    12. "Where is your boy tonight, I hope he is a gentleman?  Maybe he won't find out what I know..." - Fall Out Boy
    13. "For the benefit of Mr. Kite, there will be a show tonight, on trampolines! .... In his way, Mr. K. Will challenge the world, with the blue people, they're great, they're just... chilled out. ... (don't be late) Don't be late!" - The Beatles - Brandon O.
    14. "Please Dear, understand, I'm sorry again, for all that I said.  But how could you leave? I swear that I'll be a better man" - Emery - Toni W.
    15. "You're just so pretty in your pain." - Evanescence
    16. "I love my mommy cos she fucked my dad.  I love my mommy cos she fucked the shit out of my dad!  I love my mommy cos she oooooh yeaaa." - Mindless Self Indulgence
    17. "I am the eggaman.... They are the eggman... I am the walrus!" - The Beatles - Brandon O.
    18. "This conversation's been DEAD. ON. ARRIVAL. ... There's no way to talk to you when you're DEAD. ON. ARRIVAL." - Fall Out Boy
    19. "Beautiful liar... Why are we the ones to suffer?  We won't be the one's to cry, its not worth the drama for a beautiful liar" - Shakira/Beyonce
    20. "You are so ungrateful! We're more like a house than a home!" - Emery - Margaret M. (Mother)

Saturday, 18 October 2008

  • Currently Listening: I'm Only a Man
    - After The Devil Beats His Wife

    Catchup

    I dated someone, Travis, for six days, Confronted him.  He's dating Erika.  My ex-girlfriend.  I'm still angry at him.

    I sent my stepmother an email.  Lets read:

    Heys,

    I'm doing fairly well, everything is coming at me at once.  I've got an English paper to write on Pagan&Christian Holidays for English-IV.  No, I havn't gotten my car yet, Mother is being ultra picky on what I can get or cannot get.  Thus we're having issues.  I got into my first accident the other day, Wednesday.  In the parking garage of the mall, I pulled into another car's left rear bumper, all minor cosmetic damage.  Granted my passanger door wouldn't open for a bit, its fixed now thanks to Jim.  We're still at Grandma's place, and my room's being painted.. Well, was being painted, school distracted me.  I haven't made a Christmas list, I stil have to look up the dates, I'll do that when I have a free moment; when I'm off from homework, school, and actual work.  Its a hard time to find- free time.  I hope you'll see me at Christmas, but I just have to get everything sorted out.  I founded The William Shakespeare Club and our first meeting is the Twenty-Second of this month.

    I'm sorry I havn't called to wish you a happy birthday, I meant to call Friday but I had to work right after school.  I've started driving to school, taking Mother's car and returning it to her when she has work.  Its worked out this week.  My boyfriend recently broke up with me after 6 days of a relationship.  He left me for a former friend of mine that I was regaining as a friend.  Which is utterly ridiculous, I'm confronting him today as to why he even started dating me when he basically knew he was just going to leave me for her anyway?  As in, what use was that to my life?  Six days I will never regain of time and words wasted.  Honestly, what bullshit.  But thats all good.  I'm just sick of people saying I'm amazing and I not being attracted to them in that way.  High school is getting more and more dramatical.  We got my school pictures, but my mother forgot to order them so we have to order them now instead of when they were taken.  I'm thinking that she can just take a good picture and we can use that instead, it'll be cheaper in the long run anyway, eh?

    We have pictures of me in my Grease costume, slightly altered because I didn't like the shade of panty hose they had me wear, so I changed it to black, much more exotic.  The dress is really pretty.  The petticoat is a bitch to get on and off with the dress though, its a lil complicted, but worth it.  I kinda just want to sleep lately, and rarely have time for anything else, but all my grades are okay.  This last six weeks I just failed one class, not that badly.  I got a 90 something in Geometry, passed all my Englishes, amazingly.  I didn't think I'd pass all three English Classes.  I'm working on getting out second semester on two of my English classes and getting the other one replaced with Practical Writing, an easier class that won't stress me out so much.  I'm thinking about that though, Practical Writing.  I have to do the Senior Scrapbook, but I don't see why I would want to remember this hell hole anyway.  I'm not fond of most things about this school, just my friends.

    I 'adopted' a freshman, took him under my wing, basically.  His name is Brandon.  He's a poor little thing, I guess, with an interesting personality.  I have to plan for college, I'm going to try and go to UTA-Arlington, its said they have a good teaching program.  And I have to think of where I would like to go after that.  I've started writing again, in the very little free time I have.  I know Father was thankful that I didn't have time for it, that I was focused on work and school.  Its a little odd how he doesn't suport my dream of being a published writer.  Its fine, I supose, its a hard field to get into but I'm really determind and I do write amazingly well.  I just wish he would register that I have amazing creativity and talent and not try and take that away from me.  Eh.  I'm used to it I guess. 

    I think that thats all that's going on right now.  I have to order my Cap and Gown this weekend after I get paid.  I don't know whom all you would like me to invite for my graduation, I'll need that information soon, before Saturday.  I realize that's really quick, but thats the day I'm going to do my errands, and my laundry and homework can wait till Sunday. 

    I'll try and check my email more frequently, sorry for the delay in the reply. 
    Love-
    M. LeAnn

    Thats done with that, eh? 

    I'm okay.  I'm alive.  That's all I'll say now.

    And yes, I have picked up my writing again.

    EDIT::

    I forgot how long I had posted. 

    I have founded THE WILLIAM SHAKESPEARE CLUB.
    I have quit GREASE
    But I have pictures of me in my costume.


    Lovely Me

Sunday, 14 September 2008

  • Well, World, I have an announcement

    I've realized.. Internet shopping.  I am a 17 year old girl, yes?  So its just natural that I love to shop, yes?  Yes. Yes I do.  But I hate leaving the house.  I go to school, rehearsal, and work, tha end. 
    (BY THE WAY, I made Grease- Ensemble)
    So now, I bought me one of those visa gift cards, right?  wait no, its American Express, Work (CVS) was out of Visa, well, I didn't bother to look.  So I'm looking at the The Blessed Bee and such and realize I can pay with check with this certain site.  I have a checkbook; this is oddly convenient.  Needless to say, I will be doing such and saving this nifty card thing for elsewhere. 

    My other announcement, which I forgot to mention in my last post, is above.  Grease - The Musical.  My school is preforming it and I'm basically a back up dancer and singer.  I'm so okay with that, and I mean, SO okay.  No lines to memorize, I'm good.  And I like the little work I have to do.  I'm already in Blue Curtain, the 'club'/Class that's producing the play, making tee shirts, posters, announcements, etc.  So I have enough to do without the added baggage of lines. 

    Life is going well, I could say, I'm sick, but I can live. 

    And my adorable Freshman, Brandon, is also ill.  I got him a card and some tissues.  I shall make him something lovely, I assure you.

    DONE.

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